Just so everyone knows...this is NOT my primary journal. For those who care, my primary journal is on XANGA. It's http://www.xanga.com/mydreamslostyou/ So you all can look on there and leave comments and stuff. Whee!!

The choir concert was awesome! I can't wait until convention! Whee!! It was so fun because when we were singing "Children, Go where I send thee" I was kind of hyper and was making faces at Cara Thorn, Emily Madson, and Ahna! haha. It was so fun! My friend Vanessa also did my hair. There was enough hairspray in my hair to last a week! My hair has ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness! I really can not stop smiling. I met someone. He's really awesome! He's a christian and he likes the same things I like! Only...I wish he didn't live so far away. But that will all change soon! I hope...haha. 2 more years! He's exactly what I'm looking for..he's so amazing! Oh my gosh! And handsome...oh my...I can't even begin to ( Read more... )

So everything is just getting worse in my life. Nothing is really getting better. Well there are a few things that are good. My mom and I are building a relationship, I have found a few friends who actually care about me and love me and I'm getting shoes today. Otherwise...things kind of suck. And people won't leave me alone. I don't write entries ( Read more... )

Umm...hi I guess. So I guess I lied about giving up my LJ and xanga. I guess it's already become habit to post and habits are hard to break ( Read more... )

So last night wasn't so great. Infact. The past couple days haven't been so great at all. And last night I was talking to Andy Melius and I kind of just unloaded. Never mind. It's not that important. No one really cares anyways... why is it whenever I feel like I feel now and then I get out of it, I always end up back at square one? Forget it ( Read more... )

So last night was effing amazing! I went and saw Aiden, Hawthorne Heights, Silverstein and Bayside. Oh my gosh! It was pretty much orgasmic! I was like 7 inches from the lead singer of Aiden's face! I could have kissed him if I jumped. Holy crap! I also met a boy. But that's my life story. His name is Ryan and he lives in Wisconsin. So that kind of ( Read more... )

Haha. I have a private entry that I wrote that no one can read. Good thing for the 'private' button ( Read more... )

So I pretty much have a writer's block. I can't come up with anything to write about. I open my notebook and take out my pencil but I can't think of anything. Ususally words will just flow out of my hand into my pencil onto my paper. But the past 2-3 weeks I haven't been able to write a thing! Ugh. I hate not writing anything. Maybe it's because ( Read more... )

I am trying so hard!! I think my friend *Franklin is a little bi-polar. And, from what I've been told, he says and does a lot of things for attention. The thing is that he's going through what I went through my sophmore year. And he knows and believes that there is a God but he's questioning whether the bible is true or not. He thinks something is ( Read more... )