aliens are real ( Read more... )

so i am sick ( Read more... )

I have all of these opportunities that I never do anything about out of pure apathy, and as soon as everyone else has those opportunities that they never had before, I want them and they're taken away from me faster than I can blink.

Now everyone's happy, and i'm alone.

So I'm driving home from work the other day, totally spaced out, but still alert--or so I thought. I'm stopped at a stop light just staring and the light turns green, and I go. Then all of the fucking sudden I realize I'm fucking crashed into this giant Explorer and my heart's racing ( Read more... )

Sitting at work.
I have so many finals I should be studying for, but I just can't bring myself to do that.
I want to be irrefragable.
I want to be painting.
I want to be learning Italian.
I want to be singing.
I want everything, and I want it now.

ugh. i'm like freaking out. i have shitty grades and i've been working my ass off ( Read more... )

i don't want to let you in anymore.
i don't know what i'm doing with myself.
and that's the greatest fault of all.
i want to make a difference, but how?
i need to find myself.

so we're suppose to be doing environmental science....when really it's just like hardcore computer shit.

lame.

this is hysterical.

today was eventful ( Read more... )

everyday i wake thinking things will be different. hoping things will be different. it's the small things that get me. i miss you. i miss us. i'm not denying it anymore. now you know. i'm sure you always knew though. you're clever like that. and never wrong. and if you were for once, you're so stubborn you wouldn't admit it. that's why we were ( Read more... )