Why do I post when no one really seems interested in reading what I've wrote or seeing what I write.

Love is not something that you give ( Read more... )

She's right I'm too sappy, clingy.

Somethings wrong with me.

I need to fix me for her.

I need to fix more than my body, but my behavior as well.
I love her and I can't lose her because I'm an idiot!

Why is it when I try to do something or be nice to her she always, almost always has to be upset with me more, than what she was upset with three seconds before. Is it hard to let someone be nice to you because they care? I'm tired of gettin' pushed at because I want to do something nice for her or make up for something bad that has put her in a ( Read more... )

I've lost Diana, she's no where to be found, and doesn't want to come to me anymore ( Read more... )

So Josh isn't posting, I am.

And I'm excrutiatingly horny. I said so what! I'm fine for the most part but if i get teased enough succesively it builds up!

What can i say!

I'd talk about the problems but It's upsetting so what can ya do!

I can't breathe ( Read more... )

I'm sick I can't talk move or very well speak easily for that matter! I hate this I hate not being able to go to work to make money. I hate having to lie in bed with no one around, and I hate not being with My sweet heart ( Read more... )

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merry christmas

My name is

Josh

My identity is

active, activist, adorant, adult, aggressive, alien, ally, angel, animal lover, artsy, assertive, BD, BDSM, bondage, bouncy, brother, brunette, canine, caring, cat, cat lover, confidant, counselor, creative, creature ( Read more... )