We are now living together. It's now our room. I can't believe it. I've messed up so many times I never thought that we'd be able to live together. I love her so much, I'm so happy she's here in my life. No person understands me the way she does. And even then I don't understand me sometimes...lol ( Read more... )

It's not her fault so don't yell at her or give her shit. You have a problem then take it up with me next time you see me ( Read more... )

Are you there
To love me
To talk to me
To care
Are you there

I am here
To love you
To miss you
To kiss away your tears
I am here

I wish she was in love with me again.

It's official. I'm more depressed now than I ever have been. I just keep thinking of how I messed up ( Read more... )

This hurts
I want to take care of her
I want to be there for her

She says she can't trust me.

I messed up.

I want to fix things.

I want to make it better.

I am so stupid.
I am a jerk.
I deserve this.
I should get shot or something.

I don't see a life without her ( Read more... )

Stop looking at him ( Read more... )

Things are better!

I cry ( Read more... )

She's says she's coming to see me and to talk to Nick, but she just wants to see him on tuesday. She rarely says she misses me anymore. But she's always talking about him. It's about him alot of the time. I can't go a day without her mentioning him to me. Sometimes I wonder if she thinks about me at all when I'm around or talking to her ( Read more... )