I need to apologize to Diana for the way I was acting before she left today, and I need to be shot in the face for being an idiot. Diana I love you and I always will, you deserve so much better than what you have.
I think I don't use my journal becuase it's not that it's tedious. It's that only one person really even looks at it ever! Plus if I need to express myself I'll do it verbally to the person I care about most! I love you Diana!