So this is my second to last day of school, i'm so excited, except really scared too. Anyway, so last night I was talking to my friend Marcus and told him about how i'd been feeling guilty for all the mean things I did to Chris after we broke up, and well, Marcus told me to apologize and well, I did, granted it was in an email and not over the ( Read more... )

So, have we all ever wondered why we hurt over things that we feel shouldn’t matter anymore? I believe I have found the answer…! Haha, no, I really think I have figured out why I still hurt over Chris, it’s because I still care. I love him with all my heart and can’t let go of that love I feel for him. Honestly, it sucks to know that I can’t be ( Read more... )

So you know what i've realized. People fucking suck. I already knew this before, but kinda relearned my lesson again. FUCK EVERYBODY! Except the people I love. =-)

Well in the news of Jenny...There really isn't much. Well um, let me think. I am a senior in high school now. Go me, yay, I made it. XD. I'm a dork I know, but still, I am happy I made it. Gosh, my last post was so angry and resentful, honestly, it's not me anymore. This summer i've done a lot of growing up, espeically the last few weeks. I almost ( Read more... )

Ah, okay, well, things have cheered up lately, atleast the past few days that is. Tonight has been great, I got online just to well, browse around and see how everyone was, well, I went to this website, found something that I have wanted for SO long. Although, I don't know if it's what I needed. I've had peace of mind for quite a damn long time and ( Read more... )

Yes well, okay, haven't updated in quite a long time, well, I mean an actual update. Let me start off saying life sucks. Eh, i'm upset and was upset all yesterday and cried really really bad last night for an hour and a half straight. Yeah, then by the time I went to sleep, my eyes hurt and they were puffy and red from crying. Even after waking up ( Read more... )

Okies, well, I got to meet one of the guitarists from Buckcherry the people who sing Crazy bitch, It was great, I am inlove! Haha, i'm kidding, but I got a picture with Keith, he's so damn hot!

Well, as none of you know, life has sucked for me lately. I haven't haven't posted in my lj for weeks and i'm sorry for that, but I hightly doubt any of you really enjoy reading what the fuck I have to say. Ah, ohwell. Here is an update on what's gonig on in my neck of the woods ( Read more... )

I found this in Court's journal and decided to repost it.

Please leave a one-word comment that you think best describes me--it can only be one word long. Then copy and paste this in your journal so that I may leave a word about you.

Which one of us didn't want closure?

Me or him?

I made every effort to have it.

He didn't.

Maybe he still has a place in his heart for things.

I don't.

My heart is dead to the friendship and the caring.

You hear me.

Closure.

I don't care.

It's nothing.

I'm moving on.

You're stuck in the past.

You're the one who can't even give me closure.

So...

Goodbye.