Made the soccer team (duh) :p ( Read more... )

agh. stupid knee. that's all i can say.

Too much soccer drama. Want to kick some ass. Seriously. I do.

Time of the month *everyone cheers* yay, emotional roller coaster... I want off the damn ride right now.

Supposed to be reading 1984 for English. I've made it so far without spark notes, I want to finish the book, But it's so depressing. It ( Read more... )

ohhhh today is a crucial day in my soccer career. :( (or maybe lack there of ( Read more... )

I'm frusterated. :( I really wish people that didn't know me, would leave me alone. I dont say things about others I dont know. It should just seem to work that they shouldn't say things about me ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by ( Read more... )

Last night I drove to Lansing to watch Jarad play hockey. He was playing against my cousin Erics team. I didn't stay for the whole game though because I wouldn't have gotten home until midnight if I had, and I didn't want to be on the highway that late at night and not being able to fully concentrate on what I was doing ( Read more... )

went to my first strip club today. deja vu. um, I dont ever play on going back, but gotta try some things at least once right? Jenni and I went with TJ and Nick. After we left, Jenni said Kevin is NEVER going there, lol. It was fine when they were just doing their thing on the stage and all, but then they would rub their chest's in guys faces, and ( Read more... )

Im soooo tired ( Read more... )

Sometimes I catch myself wanting things that aren't me. It's frusterating admiring something about somebody because you think the way their mind does, you just don't express it the same, so they don't see the simalarties. Ya ( Read more... )

I'm not even going to fight people anymore. Seriously. Push me away, and I'll just make it easier and walk away for ya'll ( Read more... )