So we've found a house and will officially be renters again by the end of this week. It's cute and livable, but it wouldn't have been my first pick by any means. We move Sunday and I'm up to my ears in packed and unpacked boxes. My room is barely walkable, though I've made a little pathway like back in the day when it used to be clothes and other ( Read more... )

Been a long time since I've even thought about this journal, let alone an update, but I've come around to serve it up like some requested.

So with no further ado:

Recently I've been out house-hunting with my mom. We have to move out of my Grandpa's house sometime in late May or early June or whenever it is that my stupid brother gets out of school. ( Read more... )

Here's to happiness and a lovely year to everyone.

And hoping it includes me.

I'm in love with all these lyrics ( Read more... )

Tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.
Oh please tell me that you're alright,
Yeah everything is alright.

Give me a reason to end this discussion,
To break with tradition.
To fold and divide.

Cause I hate the ocean, theme parks and airplanes,
Talking with strangers, waiting in line..
I'm through with these pills that make me sit still.
"Are ( Read more... )

HELL LEVEL 3
Raw score: 90%

There's a special place in Hell for you: the basement penthouse. You scored the nastiest possible score on the Sexual Hell Test. You have no sexual restraint whatsoever. You'll take pleasure however you can get it, and my guess is you get it a lot. If for some reason you don't right now, you will soon, as people in ( Read more... )

I had another suicide dream the other day. This one was the best because it was so out of character for me. I did it at night after my mother had come home and gone to bed. Everyone was asleep. I stayed awake and cleaned my entire room. I took my clothes down, folded them, and layed them at the bottom of my closet. I made my bed. I straightened ( Read more... )

So, wow. I talked to James today. Yeah that's all I have to say. I'm kind of shell shocked, even though he knows I wanted to talk to him again. So sudden. Electric.

So my 'stages' are all fucked up. My doing, of course.

Fuck, what is wrong with me that I can't do anything right?!?

No one is effing updating, so I figure I will be different and actually do it for once. This is mostly for my benefit, of course, since obviously if no one is updating, it's not likely they will read this either. Or maybe they are just waiting for me to do so, so they know someone is reading theirs. Yeah, I'm sweet like that ( Read more... )