.Sweltering.

...Sweltering...

.....sweltering.....

.......sweltering.......

.........sweltering.........

_Almost as if I am sitting in an oven_

I'm home.
And nobody seems to have even missed me.
Besides Brittany.
And my parents.
Wow.

Happy 4th of July.

It's lame how nothing happens on the 4th anymore.
All of it is on like.. the 2nd.
Oh well.

I love cleaning
And parties
=)

I'm officially ungrounded.
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

I hate humidity.
Makes me feel sticky and disgusting.
Ick.

The people that were putting siding on my house are finally done.
After a week of being woken up at 7:30am to them pounding on the house and yelling, they are finally gone.
I'm so happy.

Summer can finally start being awesome now.
I hope.

I hate being grounded.
It's ridiculous how mom can continuously change my punishment, for no reason.
I haven't been talking back.
I've been quiet.
I was studying.
That's what my parents wanted.
And somehow, I get grounded for that.
My punishment gets extended, because I was doing what I was supposed to.
I dont understand it.

One day of school left.
Drama is getting ridiculously unnecessary.
I'm exhausted, all the time.
Studying sucks.
Homework is killing me.
I have sunburn on my face.
I'm going to school like total scum for exams, and if you don't like it, bite me.

I'm not going to write in this, if I cant even understand enough to finish my thoughts.
I'm such a dumbass sometimes.
Ugh.

I haven't had one of those days in a while.
Not thinking about him, not missing him , not crying.
It happened today.
And it hit me like a fucking bus.

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