I feel stronger than I ever have before; mentally, emotionally... mm yeah, probably not physically. It's amazing how clear headed I feel as a result. Everything these days excites me, as I am willing to take on every challenge that comes my way. I've been surprising myself a lot, and I am sure I am surprising others by the steps I have taken and ( Read more... )

I thought I had my need to spend money under control, but lately especially after having quit my jobs, all I want to do is spend, spend, spend. It's pretty scary and pathetic, but I am a shopping fiend. I thought those days were behind me, but they are coming back to haunt my life. I've become obsessed with clothes again and looking nice. It's so ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm at this point in my life where there's all these new changes. And as much as I claim that I hate getting another year older, I've never felt more comfortable in my skin as I do now. Something about getting older makes me feel so much more confident, and so much more alive. Also, it makes me feel more inclined to take more risks, be ( Read more... )

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Have things gotten easier or harder? I'm not sure. I guess it just depends on how you look at it. I wouldn't say I'm unhappy, it's just that things feel strange. Perhaps these feelings are me realizing and trying to get my shit together. To be fucking happy. I feel like I have had to cut or rather "ghost" a lot of shit out of my life, and maybe I ( Read more... )

I woke up feeling like utter shit this morning. Maybe it had to do with the fact I had to wake up at 5am... maybe it was because of all the people I had to, but didn't really want to encounter the day before. Either way, I'm glad I had to go to work today; the people I work with are truly amazing and there's never a dull moment. I can certainly see ( Read more... )

Things are just really funny right now.

by the end of this month i will make over $2000.
so, fuck the haters!

GROW HAIR, GROOOWWWW!!

i don't think i will ever fully understand the idea of lovers becoming strangers.