I got two strong arms blessings of babylon ( Read more... )

today was spent obsessivley emailing Rob trying to figure out when the fuck he's getting off ship because of this ridiculous tropical storm blowing through here, and i'm mentally exhausted, and i can't begin to describe how much i CRAVE his existance. apparently from my knowledge they are on their way headed back towards base, which doesn't ( Read more... )

so, the move was successful. and yes, i now have internet at the apartment and a nice new laptop so i can get my shit together. Robs been on the ship since Monday, and comes back Tuesday which is only a day and a half away which excites me muchly. i now spend my days talking to my now diagnosed crazy mother, and getting shit together around here ( Read more... )

I finally got the beginning of my sleeve started!!!!!!! yays! and my labret peirced. yayyyyys ( Read more... )

i ( Read more... )

life is shit. my boyfriends not.
i am satisfied, i guess.

my hair is an obnoxious raspberry-esque color and it is fabulous ( Read more... )

i'm making so many stupid decisions and so many mistakes lately that my head is spinning.
why am i doing this? why am i putting myself into these situations? why is it that if one good thing happens, eight thousand bad come to follow?

me and dan broke up. i'm alright, he can't put forth what i need right now and i can understand.
i liked him a lot, but i think i'm going to be okay in the long run.
for the first time i'm handling a breakup like i'm supposed to. hah.

i wonder where this road will take me.

I'm having a extremely hard time coping with everything lately.
I'm scared that I'm spiraling out of control.