Reality is my focus today. Real is the love I have for my friends and family. Those who stand by me in a crisis are true and honest friends. When one is having a hard time with life's issues, you come to realize just who is really "there" for YOU. I am aware of who has time for caring and who is genuine and I am aware of those in my life who do ( Read more... )

Why does romantic love elude me? Perhaps it is my unbelief in it? I want to feel love, be "in love", have passion, excitement and desire for and with my beloved. I want the one I love to feel these things for me.....I want it to be real and endless...... Is it real? I feel whole, happy and complete, but is there someone who wants what I do? Is ( Read more... )

So much is going on around me and in my head....I need some time to meditate and quiet my thoughts. I sometimes forget how important it is to feel my inner being detached from all the voices of judgment, should's, should not's and worry of my hectic life...quieting the chatter in my head is necessary to view the world as the spiritual being that I ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why....maybe because it's Friday and because it's a beautiful day..but I have a since of inner peace today. Feel's really good....some things are becoming clearer to me I guess. I'm looking forward to enjoying a laid back weekend .......

until next time...

Why do we all wear a protective shield? What are we so afraid of? I'm asking myself these questions tonight. It's as if revealing our true selves would unravel reality as we know it. Perhaps it would...for me. I have shown myself to some, and what I have recieved was disapproval. Like Pavlov's dog, I have learned not to reveal too much. ... ( Read more... )

I'm sad and discouraged today. I am losing faith in America, our democracy, and humans in general. Today's election win was based purely on fear and money...it is sad to me that these are the values of more than fifty percent of the "United States".......my faith in the future and human nature is hardened....to say the least.

I'm frustrated.....we are short staffed today..I'm tired....worried bout Will.....hoping my girls vote today......what's for dinner???

What's happening? Who really knows what the "right" thing is, who decides what is "right"? Why is it so hard to quiet the voices in your head who think they know what is right and tune into the voice of your own heart? And why is it sooo frightening to follow your heart? Is it ok to listen only to what your heart and soul are telling you.... ( Read more... )