I made a realization, or rather am articulating an observation I've had about myself. It has to do with the way I am. I asked myself a strange, yet incredibly valid question. Am I the way I am BECAUSE of what happened to me, or IN SPITE of what happened to me? In other words, would I still be this way if he hadn't done what he had? I can't ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot about the past few months lately. That night we almost kissed in particular, and those several nights I thought I wouldn't see the morning. I had another dream, this one sort of a flashback to that night. That moment lasted so long. I was lost in your eyes, in holding you in my arms. Then, fragments of images. You ( Read more... )

Maroon 5 Shares Your Taste in Music
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How You Are In Love
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Your 2005 Song Is
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Well, tomorrow is going to be here in a couple of hours. I hope you enjoy it. I've explained why I want you to come here at length before, and I'm very pleased you've agreed to. Still, I understand your apprehension, especially since he's around. This means a lot to me, that you're coming. Just know that. Haven't done much thinking lately, ( Read more... )

Write, write, write. Nothing else for me to do. I've been thinking again, maybe I do that too much. Can't help but feel guilty about the past couple of "conversations" we've had, my brief phone call notwithstanding. I've wanted to talk to you since then at length about it, but I guess you've had better things to do. I just hope you're alright ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I'm writing here again and, again, I haven't the faintest idea as to why. It's not relevant at any rate. Thought a lot today. Nothing specific, but you can imagine how the whole thing went. You know me. I know I keep bringing it up, but I had such a good time the other night. It did a lot for me. Made me remember why I'm still ( Read more... )

Snowed here yesterday. I hate the snow. Don't get me wrong, there's something to be said for having fun in the snow. But that's not what I mean. After a snowstorm, everything's white. Everything's given a false appearance of purity. It's comical, in a sarcastic sort of sense. Nothing in this world is pure. Nothing can be, not with the way ( Read more... )

Updating never goes well. Especially as of late. Today is Thanksgiving, and there's only one thing I'm thankful for truthfully. Well, two. The first, and most important, is you. Sappy as it sounds, you're the best thing to ever come into my life. The other thing I am thankful for are my sisters. One's gone now, and one's going through a ( Read more... )