i really want to bathe myself in rain-x and jump in the water to see what happens.

( sex. )

the truth is i'm a mess.
and i fuck everything up.

i'm going to see justin on his break and then i'm going to the gym and i'm wicked excited for both!
plus i love you.
let's have sex.

tonight i'm getting smaaaaaaaaashed!!

the past few days have been awesome. i seriously can't even begin to explain to you how i feel. extremely happy is the only thing that i can think of to describe it.

only 4 hours and 47 minutes until i hang out with justin.

tomorrow i'm hopefully hanging out with cora. i don't work with her anymore and that makes me depressed.

is it ten o'clock yet ( Read more... )

justin and i are going out.
and with that said if i died right now that would be okay.

i'm so glad i have my life back. when i was going out with nate i felt like i was living in a bubble and couldn't do the things i liked to do or wanted to do. justin and i just have a lot more in common. of course i still obviously have feelings for nate since we ( Read more... )

i'm seriously the happiest girl on the face of the fucking earth right now. no joke. you'd think i'd be even a little bit sad or hurt but to tell you the truth... i'm not. i'm happy with my decision. extremely happy.

i have to work in the morning but i don't know what time because my schedual is in the car and i'm too fackin lazy to go get it.

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i went on a date with the most beautiful boy ever and i just wanted to let everyone know.

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let's go get drunk.