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I cannot even put into words how much I hate having a job where I can't just yell at a coworker because they're a total elephant sided douche bag.
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Fuck yeah
Tomorrow at this time I'll be on my way to my first day at my first big girl grown up job. Let's just take a second to soak all that in. I, big red, swamp hag, firecrotch, whichever you'd prefer, has finally made something of myself. I spent years upon years disappointed everyone who laid eyes on me. Everyone who knew or heard or could imagine the ( Read more... ) -
When did I become one of those girls we hate.
I feel as those it will be something I'll never quite understand, how two people can be in the same place at the same time over and over again and have two such different experiences. I fear the moment I can finally makes those different perspectives meet.
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When you realize you spend all your time puttin dick up on a pedestal. You look at him and think, your whole life is a huge joke, just a serious of schemes stitched together with horseshit.
But I'm the crazy one, right.
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For the first time that I can recall, I denied help to someone I once cared deeply about. Why? Because when someone treats you like trash over and over again they don't deserve your help anymore.
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A year ago I was still a strugglin junkie completely detached from reality, hiding out in the fantasies of Kevin obrien. Acting as if the previous few years didn't exist, didn't mean a thing, no lessons learned. Today I wake up a community college graduate, haven't touched hard drugs in over 6 months and completely obrien-less. Do I have a fucking ( Read more... ) -
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Why do I even fucking open my mouth. I am so absolutely sick in the head. Like honestly I'd be better off never leaving my bed. I need to learn how to say buh-bye to toxic leaching douche tahds. Ugggghhh.
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When your non boyfriend tells you to start using hard drugs again to get back down to your junkie weight so you can be "a better fuck." That's when you block his fucking number tell him to grow up and remind him how many times you had to fake it because he can't get the job done.
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Glhp
Somewhere along the way, I've turned into a girl who wears leggings as pants, even in public. I know I know, this may come as a shock to the maybe two people who periodically glance at lj still. And for the res of the world take this as an apology for all those times I mocked you and your friends for this exact behavior. But I just can't help it, ( Read more... )
