After ryan hung up on me i cried and cried and put my head down on the table at some "party" more like a get together at lalos house--my co-worker. I havent spent any time with ryan in the past three weeks and i dont want him to break up with me i dont know what i did. I love him so much id do anything for him. I miss him so much and i hope he ( Read more... )

So i talked to long on the phone yesterday because he called me and at first i called the number back because it hought it was someone else but he answered and i sorta freaked out and hung up. Then he called again and i answered but i didnt talk long to him because i know what id think if ryan was talking to his ex on the phone for a longer time so ( Read more... )

I love ryan so much...

Hard to put into words but ill try ( Read more... )

Insane sex feelings...i mean what ( Read more... )

Today i saw this guy from my work drive in with a jeep...and it made me really jealous...willi EVER get a jeep. Freaking shit. Im so impatient in that i dont have my jeep yet and also that i dont have a car. But i now think guys in motorcycles are hot so ryan if youre reading this ;-) hehe ( Read more... )

Ive been feeling really sad lately and i took two shots of i dont know what last night at this party at my house and yea i dont know if i can explain right now i would make it friends only but i think i kind of want so and so to know cause im an idiot ( Read more... )

Yea sorry livejournal myspace is my new lover JK eww im a nerd ( Read more... )

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Gahhh ive been wanting to see RENT for forever. The end

Oh and i cant wait to see my 2 favorite people this weekend. Oh how easily i get amused