so its been a really long time since i last posted on this thing, let alone this name. but i feel as if i can only write in this thing and people wont know its me or the people that i am talking about. which is a big plus because im going to be spilling my guts into this template in a few rare moments ( Read more... )

wow. its been forever and a real day since i last wrote in this thing. well i just GRADUATED high school. really exciting. im gonna go to brookdale & do that whole thing and then im gonna try and go away, stockton or maybe RWU. who knows. an maybe along the way meet my soulmate. so far in that department im failing. if there was ever such a thing ( Read more... )

hmmm .. so i guess this is where i think everything is all great && meaningfull && i really do. i got my license FINALLY!! its great, the freedom of leaving when you want too && just driving aimlessly into the night or day in my case lol my dad is like a freakwhen it comes to being home exactly at 12 am. but its still pretty sweet && weird at the ( Read more... )

firstly, am i sucha fool to really want some one i feel i have no chance with!? ive been optimistic bout this but there is only so much optimism i can have who ive waited waited waited && waited then set myself up for dissapointment?! ive been optimistic bout this but there is only so much optimism i can have ( Read more... )

soo my dad went away for the week / weekend. pretty sweet i must say, but sleeping late is not an option for me, anymore. well he left wednesday morning where he almost caught me smoking my cigerette, off to bagel int'l, so amazing but now is like benny central. then asian & i were just hanging out at my house for a bit til zach called, she went ( Read more... )

yesterday after my long morning of not parrelle parking well && driving all over to quiznos && bringing clothes to the poor to showering && picking up nasia to going to foodtown to finally napping, i woke up feeling like i had a million things to do but not wanting to do ne of it. as i was baking my brownies, making my sister dinner and cleaning up ( Read more... )

i was at work today, and it was like an hour before i left. i was talking to my second food friend from work, AL, and i can pretty much tell him everything with him completely understanding. i always alwaysgo for the wrong guys, like i cant once go for the ones that will love me, love me first. its like im 25 single and now one wants me . i come to ( Read more... )

its been awhile but i couldnt write my thoughts down, i realized it had been so long that i would of broken my hand ( Read more... )

hmm . . you would think if someone had something to say to you they would just simply tell you but no people in this day && age write it down for everyone else to see && never tell you && you just magically dont bring it up or ever talk bout it like it was something big secret well wow as the times are coming you cant just always roll with the ( Read more... )

everyone && their myspace's, its kinda cute really, seeing everyone all huped bout something that is just gonna be out by the summer.

got a 2 hour delayed -- noice

very tired but excited for graphics bc im ahead of the class for once =p

time to go get ready -- just updating from like 2003