...why does it seem like everyone is ganging up on me right now??...

today started off ok. i woke up and then it got bad. first my dad starts screaming at me for no particualr reason... so i was crying then. then i went to school, and in english it got even worse. mrs bow wow decided that we had to write a paper about how much we value our moms... and she knows that i dont have one anymore, and knowing that, she ( Read more... )

today i am really sad and i have cried a lot. its my frist mothers day without my mom. it is so different and weird. i really miss how every morning on mothers day we would all get up really early and go and wake my mom up and give her her present and lay in their bed and watch tv. we went to aunt ellynes today. it was hard... im so used to seeing ( Read more... )

Right now I feel like I still am not as happy as I usually am. I kind of feel like I don't have anything good to look forward to. Usually I love waking up in the mornings because I have something good to look forward to everyday. Sometimes someone, sometimes something. But right now I feel like I have nothing to look forward to everyday. I mean I ( Read more... )

IM GOING TO THE DASHBOARD CONCERT ON JUNE 7!!!!! AHHH!!!! FUCK YEABHH!!!!!!

today after school, adam came over for a little bit, and then we went to the beach house. we went down and walked on the beach. we walked outside, to see these lovely creatures fucking on the beach. it was quite lovely.. and then we saw dolphins... i love them! holyyy shittt i was so hyyper today. and then  we went and hung out in the beach house ( Read more... )

the other night i didnt sleep at kall..... MARY KATE AND ASHLEY MOVIE MARATHON!!! FUCK YAHH!!!! then at like 11:45, i went to go and work with julie on hifi. when i got home i didnt really do anything. at like 9:30ish, chris came over with his friend peter. then we went to go pick up peters gf, then went to chriss friend heathers for a little bit ( Read more... )

hey... tonight was fun. melanie and me went to julie's show in malibu with aunt susan, ali, brooke, and two of brookes friends. after the show, we came back to my house. ali and them all left. and then jay, nick, sean, and jeff came over here for a while. then, it was really noisy over here cause of jodie's kids and claires friends. so then we went ( Read more... )

Today wasn't really anything special. Went to school... Then we had the gayest assembely ever ... the only good thing was the disney songs!!! you gotta love them disney songs!!! HAHAHAHA. But yea, I don't really get it.. Today, all of a sudden, I don't really feel as happy as usual. I mean i'm not depressed or anything, just all of a sudden, I feel ( Read more... )

hey...today in bow wow, omg funniset thing everr... were watching ferris beullers day off, and miss bow wow starts dancing to twist and shout, or whatever the song is called. then, after school i went over to zoes. tonight, we went to sushi for dinner. holy fuck, sooo funny. this waitress started totally bitching at these two girls, and everyone ( Read more... )