so i thought i was getting sick because of my house. turns out i was. black mold that is. i showed my land lord. they didn't act concerned.
i had taken down the wallpaper in the kitchen and found it.

i have blonde hair now.
i am a boy.

this is what my hair is


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i have been sick almost this whole year!!!
i know it has to be something in this house!!
i am sick again (the last time was nov. 20), i have the flu or something. my body hurts, it is cold then hot then cold again, i stayed home from work until 1:30 then went in and threw up. i hate it!!

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monday was good ( Read more... )

take these wings and stoe them safe away
wear them on another rainy day...

Here comes the weather thats hurts your heart.

do you feel it?
do you see it?
can you smell it?

maybe ryan is right
you need to hear the bullshit...it makes you feel like someone is yernning for you
or is it bullshit
it didn't feel like it

now i will never be able to listen to that song ever with someone else in the car
as if they can see all of your feelings exposed
laying there in front of you both
i feel confused
maybe because i am sick
i will say that

every time i leave here i question if i should even be here anymore
what the hell is wrong

my birthday
hmmmmmmmmm
nothing has changed
it is the last significant birthday that is a happy one
hmmmmmmmmm
so i am going to sleep
and this weekend...it might be ok