oh how he makes me weak in the knees. 
one brush of his lips and i'm all his.
of all the things i've ever dreamt, i never thought i'd fall again...

i miss him like i've never missed him before.
he meant the world to me
and i'd give anything to have him back in my life...

i just realized i realistically only have a week to solidify loyola. 
or completely change my mind.
i'm going to be in debt forever.
my dad makes too much money and i won't get any scholarships.
of all the days to hit rock bottom, it had to be today.
my life couldn't crash at a worse time. 
i've lost my focus. my passion. my drive.
i've lost myself

he will do one of two things
he will admit to everything
or he'll say he's just not the same
and you'll begin to wonder...why you came

where did i go wrong?
i lost a friend...

scholarship essays
applications
eighteenth birthdays
hookah nites
2007, here we come.

christmas was good.

finally.

mmmmm...
birthday, friends, concerts
LOVE.

i have a history of losing my shirt

i can breathe but the air is running out...

october 31 = hard day
(and not because it's halloween)