Anybody reading this journal would think that my life consists of food...eating or not...and nothing else. Just to let you know, I do have a life, albeit one consumed by the thought of food. To consume or not to consume. That is my life's leading question ( Read more... )

So far today I've had ( Read more... )

I am focusing more right now on eating right... and trying not to count calories. The more I restrict the more I tend to binge and gain weight... so I am trying new tactics. I have managed to stay between 125 and 130... and I haven't gone over, so that is better than it could be. I also feel better about my body at the moment, simply because I ( Read more... )

Oy. Fatness upon fatness. I have discovered that, while I used to classify myself as ednos with anorexic tendencies... I think I am going to have to change the diagnosis to ednos with binge-eating tendencies. I have taken NUMEROUS online quizzes (not the most reliable source, I know... but at least one of them was through my work's health- ( Read more... )

So we got an apartment and are moving in tomorrow. It is $1450 per mo. with the washer/dryer and garage. The complex also has a fitness center with a treadmill (joy!) that I can enjoy for FREEEEEEEEE! Now all I need is a stinkin' ipod and I'll be set! Any takers? Just kidding. My only beef is that the apt. is about 30 minutes away from my ( Read more... )

( BMI chart for 5'1 )

Woot! I am back down to 125 today. Now my goal is 120. I can do it. It is easy, really ( Read more... )

Oh my gods it is good to be back. Back on the wagon, I mean. I have been trying not to think about how fat I am for the past week and a half... and today I got a huge slap on the tummy from a thing I'd like to call fate. I got sick this morning. Randomly. Sick to my tummy and my nether regions. I don't think there is ANYTHING in my GI tract ( Read more... )

( How Keira got in shape to play Domino Harvey... )

Ugh. I am at my highest weight since highschool. I am 130lbs. This yo-yo that I've been riding is really starting to chap my hide. I am so sick of losing weight and gaining weight and losing weight and gaining more than I lost in the first place. I decided that from now on I am going to go in 5 lb. increments with no deadlines. I am hoping ( Read more... )