I have issues right now. I am taking a break. I miss feeling hungry but I am also very sick of bingeing. Which seems to be more often then not. I will be perfectly strong and fabulous for 2 days and then I will binge big time... gaining back every ounce that I lost and starting all over. I really don't know what to do. I need to get my mind ( Read more... )

I am going to start again tomorrow. I know that if I keep at it it will just keep getting easier. So tomorrow I am going to weigh myself and then desist for as long as possible. Minimum of two weeks. Phew. That will be a tuff one. I am going to try and focus less on what they scale says and more on what my fleshy body is looking like. I am ( Read more... )

Whatever gods there are, they love me. I just walked downstairs to continue my binge with another bowl of top ramen...and there was none left. My god and goddess, I love you more than I could ever say. My strength is restored. Thank you.

http://www.calorierestriction.org/

I am deeply intrigued about all this information that is being dicovered about how lower imbibement levels of calories = longer life. Hot rockets.

So my new goal...eat as little as possible and don't weigh myself for a whole week. I am trying SO hard to not get on the depressing scale. So, not until next Thursday morning. I vow it.

Stole these from stellar__tears

Your Inner Muse is Terpsichore

You are most like this muse of dancing.

You have a natural rhythm that makes you an incredible dancer.

And you're always inventing the coolest dance moves.

Off the dance floor, you carry yourself with grace.


What Muse Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

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I lost another pound! Whoo hoo! Finally down to 120 ... and today is a 200kcal. day so hopefully by tomorrow I will have lost another pound or two. Hot rockets! I'm stoked!

( this is how the song started... )

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Love to me is like: jumping off the edge of a cliff and then suddenly realizing that you have wings.