So I realized that I had just posted a posted the was almost the exact same as a post I wrote almost 2 years ago. That's a long time to be stuck in a rut like that. Stifling, sad, frustrated, I must been very committed to keep going at something that wasn't working for me for so long. My mom used to call me a quitter, well that may be so but I ( Read more... )

Erase that last post, I just want to fuckin' scream. The guttural, throaty, devilish, pissed off roar. That's what I really want to do right now. SCREAM... too bad screaming would mean someone would call the police and wonder if I'm okay, which is silly cause I'd be totally way better if I did scream and not keep it inside... Fuck you society for ( Read more... )

Ah shit. It's been too long since I was creative. I was organizing some of my shit and came across some seriously full art journals. Where'd I lose that? What happened to me in the last 4 fuckin' years? Sometimes I totally regret going to college. Sure, I'm set up to get a good career job now, EXCEPT those don't fuckin' exist!! Fuck capitalism and ( Read more... )

Barista, bike commuting, micro brew drinking, environmentalist with a B.A in Cultural Ecology from Evergreen State. Yeah I live in a tiny shitty apartment in Portland Oregon. How'd you guess that?

Sometimes, I curse college, sometimes I love it. Hell I go as far to leave things that mean so much to me just to go back to college. I slept on a friends couch for five months just so I could attend all my classes. I even got a job without a liget address, man, I even voted in the 2008 elections without actually having an address I could really ( Read more... )

Hallo, I think I like this ruckus honda deal ( Read more... )

I am a bitch sometimes. Just a matter of fact it happens to the best of us. Oh well. I settled in nicely into Trevor's place. Moved in three days. I have a job, yeah Coffee. I love Coffee and I am making mad ass tips. I might need to try and rangle some more hours up. but otherwise it's all good. Hung out with the Zinc Dog for 24 hours on my days ( Read more... )

*Sigh* So me and Calen were talking, like a month ago, how odd it was that we were the two that went on to college, who hold steady good college jobs and were both fairly happy with the friends/family stuff. I mean shit life isn't all Kittens and rainbows, but shiiit! I mean of all the people that I ever knew growing up, the last person I honestly ( Read more... )

I dunno where I last left off on my last post. It's been a week or something right. Esh. I need to find me some house parties in these part of the woods ( Read more... )

Well I have no Artisan's to go to late at night, but the HCC is having an open Mic night and it ain't bad ( Read more... )