life is amazing.

Today, I feel accomplished.
no scratch that, i feel vindicated.
Fucking Vindicated.

hm..regardless of this stellar heat, this may still turn out to be quite a summer.

Lord if you see me, please come my way.
Leaving breadcrumbs for when i stray,
My sacrifice for the price you paid.
Feel me like a fingertip
sometimes i fall, i slip.
My heart felt desire: be more like you.

Summer School is exhausting me..
but im gonna make it.
40 credits freshmen year isnt bad,
and England ima coming!

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i'm slowly making the transition from lj to Twitter...
follow if you feel so inclined: factinfiction is the name.

in other news: the library during finals week, is mass chaos.
and summer school session one: starts monday.

i think i'd be better off just dropping out of college.

"im still alive but im barely breathing
just praying to a god i dont believe in
Cause when a heart breaks, you know it dont break even."

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All we are,
are photographs,
that will never be taken.

so my life pretty much goes like this:
school, work, work, sleep.
work, work, gym, sleep.
school, work, gym, sleep.

and several variations of the same components.

it hit me like a ton of bricks falling off the back of a semi on the interstate,
i hate my job ( Read more... )

Today, i dont like myself.
and the worst part is, i've been struggling against this feeling for so long, that it doesnt even feel like a revelation.
it just feels real, and tolerably like acceptance.