I'm sick of the internet ( Read more... )

I really like my double life. I think I can only be really be described as a scientist/exotic dancer. I like walking around in chest waders, in hiking boots, in field clothes by day and stilettos, red lips, 50s housewife dresses by night. I like thinking about fish movement, learning the life cycles of Mayflies, and tying temperature loggers to ( Read more... )

What a strange and wondrous thing the breadmaker is... I think humans are now obsolete.

There is not a whole lot that I'm sure of these days. Everything seems to be on very shaky grounds. However, if there is ONE thing that I truly know, it's that fate brought the Box together. I can't even begin to imagine what life would be like without those girls. I don't know who I would be without them. They are all so key to the person that I' ( Read more... )

Why is it 4:05 am and instead of packing, or sleeping, I'm dressing up in a dress shirt and tux jacket to try to recreate a photo of Louise Brooks? I'm strange.

The sad is mostly gone, tucked safely away into the depths of my heart. Tucked up tight and told not to come out until morning. I tell it to try to sleep, stern, the boss and I'm hoping that it can't read on my face that I am secretly terrified of it waking up early and coming to torment me again. But for now, it's gone.

Cried myself to sleep last night. I'm losing everybody and feeling so lonely.

Hi folks ( Read more... )

Yesterday morning I walked into the library at 10am to help edit a very large group project. I walked out of the library at 2am this morning. I only took two 5 minute breaks throughout the day other than washroom breaks. For at least 15.5 hours I was staring at a computer screen, working. My head aches, my eyes hurt, my tummy is upset. I came home ( Read more... )

Well this never happens. I am officially up later than the rest of the box. I just spent the last 4.5 hours staring at my computer screen (without really any procrastination breaks) editing a stupid document. I had already spent 2 or 3 hours editing this earlier today. Why the hell did it take that long. Wow ( Read more... )