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What should I be doing to make life more meaningful?

I am told that I was quite pretty as a child. So growing up, and even now, it's been difficult reconciling why I never turned into a pretty teenager, or a pretty adult.

Feeling bad.

Like I can't do anything right.

A lot of questioning.

I wonder if 2012 will be the year that Utada comes back. Maybe not. But I think she should host an NHK documentary; it seems like something that'd really suit her personality. I love this performance of hers. In recent years her voice has deteriorated and she doesn't sing with the ease she used to. She's also constantly composing songs that ( Read more... )

Having a pen/pencil in hand is so conducive to clear thinking. It really is. I don't necessarily have to write everything down, but I just holding a writing instrument and having a sheet of paper set before really helps facilitate thinking and working. This may mean that I'm a perennial paper waster, but I have a mind to recycle.

I reaaaalllly like ( Read more... )

Okay, 17 days into the New Years and I've finally decided I should make me some resolutions.

It's not like I was actually deliberating whether I should make actual resolutions or forego the whole resolution-making though; it just didn't occur to me that making resolutions is something I should do. So I guess it's not so much that I've "decided" to ( Read more... )

...that the first moments of my new year were spent with Arashi('s voices) in the bathroom (by myself ( Read more... )

Silently watch The Girl Who Leapt Through Time by my side. No needless chatter. Just quiet appreciation.

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The stress is starting to show on my complexion :(

Now, turning to musical speech: Why did it take me so long to get on board the Namie Amuro train? She's amazing. Her song with After School is so hot!