Wow, slow day. No new email, no new comments.

So I was digging around in my old emails and I found this email from her to me from February of last year. I read it and almost cried. So I decided I wanted to post it here to show everyone why it is I love her so much and why it is I can't believe she no longer loves me. I'm only posting part of the email cause its long and has other unrelated ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here just thinking about life. Yea, that seems to be what I'm doing a lot of, that and wishing things could change and that we could be together again. After a year of loving each other and caring for one another deeply she told me she didn't love me romantically anymore. I guess I just don't understand how that can be. How can you ( Read more... )

Just wanted to leave a line of a song that I like here.

"And you should know, only you control my heart."

Well, I'm on vacation here in Iowa for about a week. Today is our first day. So far I've had lunch at A&W and rode my cousins dirt bike around the farm/house probably like 50 times. So far pretty good. You think I'd be happy right? Well I am to a degree. But being back in Iowa here brings back a lot of memories. Heh, your probably asking "what ( Read more... )

Today is the last day of school for me since I don't have to do any exams. Yea, you'd think I would be in a better mood, but I'm not. Yea, dunno why but I'm really depressed again. I hate going up and down, up and down with my emotions, but there's not a whole lot I can do about it ( Read more... )

Things are better, I'm not nearly as depressed as I was a week ago, but it's still there, and it probably will be there for a long time. But, I've also come up with a few more things that I wanna say ( Read more... )

Rofl, I've been trying for the past 40 min to bypass the school filter using SSH encryption and tunnelling of the http layer and I can't beat it! I can get it to work but every proxy server I use is protected by Bess, so it's like it doesn't even matter that I'm doing anything, grrr ( Read more... )

Yea, things aren't going terribly well. I've been really depressed and down this weekend. Life just sucks so much, so since I've been depressed I've been doing a lot of thinking, and here's some of the stuff I've come up with ( Read more... )

Rofl, this thing is so ugly, but I guess I'll deal with it cause I don't have the time to make it the way I want it to look, nor the knowledge to. l8r everyone