sometimes u just need a total stranger to tell you what an idiot uve been...wow so much clarity this week. i love my friends, and of course random strangers...

i feel like work is a new drug that i get paid for... it's always on my mind now which is kinda freaky... any days i have off i think to myself i shuold be working...i hate that. don't get me wrong i treasure my free days but my initial thought of im wasting time because im not at work kinda gets to me. i do like work though...it's been keeping ( Read more... )

im working myself raw but to be honest i think i like the numbness...im a little sick of feeling...ive been so angry lately, my blood pressure is sky high and im starting to get dizzy when i get angry and i even got a nose bleed from it. i can't wait for school to be over and im just hoping all my hard work is gonna pay off... gates leaned in ( Read more... )

i noticed that ur hair faded when the lights turned low ( Read more... )

im mad at the world right now and there's nothin i can do about it and it feels oh so familiar...it's running through my veins.

someone told me last night this song reminded them of me but i think it works both ways and i just think it's perfect so i wanted to share it.

Incubus - I Wish You Were Here

I dig my toes into the sand ( Read more... )

Hey Jess Yanefs and Sean New!!!! what books would u reccomend for a reader who loved Cather in the Rye and hates mainstream things, and tries to be philisophical, i liked the one u were tellin be about outside that chapel jess, what was it again? thanks lovelies!

why is it so hard to get rid of things that you know you are never going to use again? i was cleaning my room and trying to throw things away and i look at them and second guess myself like hmmm maybe i might need this later, and im like what the crap, there is no way in hell im goin to wear this ugly shirt that doesn't fit me anymore, but i still ( Read more... )

hello there, today i drove to the mall and bought a new outfit that i am currently wearing. after the mall i drove to the beach, cuz hey why not...i actually really wanted to go in the morning but i was just to lazy... the beach was pretty as always... then finally i hung out with Jon Silva tonight after like forever, he's the funniest kid i swear ( Read more... )

hey everyone, for all u clubbers out there, or anyone who wants to be, or just to try it out (cuz it's fun) i have coupons to get in for 10 bucks at club Sleep in Woodbridge regular price 18, because im currently a promoter, teen nights are every wed. so if u wanna go, comment or call my cell, thanks guys, later! i think im goin next week if ( Read more... )