FULL HOUSE! what now? i was sooooo amazed, it was glorious, we actually had to turn people away opening night! awesooooooome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well, now at least we know well definitely break even :D ( Read more... )

so ive been feeling kinda bummed since thursday-ish. Sure, ive known it was coming, but i just...hadnt come to terms with it yet. But it all came crashing down on thursday, when robin called me ecstatically saying she got into uc berekely. of course, much screaming, squealing, and excitement followed on the phone, following a temporary euphoric ( Read more... )

wooooooo! this was a hella good friday! i mean,most fridays im like: this was no fuckin friday. this was lame. but today was.....pretty much awesome. not necessarliy because of what i did or what happenned, but beacause i enjoyed every moment of it. core started off real nice, i got a good grade on a test i TOTALLY forgot about...hehe. second block ( Read more... )

Ive decided that ( Read more... )

so filled with shit i need to do. i have a TON on my plate, and wat sucks is, i cant really do most of it in advance...so i brood, and worry, and bite my nails, and....blah. ive been trying to get a lot of sleep to fight the fatigue i get from overloading, creating a kinda comical effect: one minute im supersupersuper hyper, and then, i remember my ( Read more... )

yeah, self explanatory journal title..i keep getting cold feet about the play...like one day, itll be like enthusiasm out the roof, and then the next im like: omg omg omg its gonna suck, im gonna suck, im too close to the orchestra pit, im gonna fall into someones tuba, omg omg omg ( Read more... )

following days of deliberation, shahed, the great philosopher of 21st century windsor, has come upon a startling conclusion: romance sucks.romance of the one-sided type sucks absolutely. hows that for a philosophical break through? but seriously folks...i am one hellofa tired person...especially when in comes to romance. i mean aside from the fact ( Read more... )

so i went to auditions the second day, after going back and forth in my mind whether or not i should try out. not so smart to miss the first day, but i did with what i had! then of course came the night of anxiety, aka sitting up randomely at three in the morning in bed, going: did i make it in?! wait...why am i awake? back to sleep. so today i ( Read more... )

Things are going well, I must say. First day back at the institution (school) wasnt half as bad as i thought it was going to be - seeing as I spent a large part of it in one complete zoooone. heeheehee :D Our remodeling thing is finally almost over, meaning theres lots of new shiny granite on the counter tops, that keep distracting me..:D teehee. ( Read more... )

theater...till 8...NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ive come to the conclusion that livejournal is my bitching site- i put in entries here when im very "emotionally active"- usually in the form of anger. hehe so i get to go to rehearsal til 8 every day this week - woop de doo. wat else.....its raining, im tired, and now i have to go. k'bye.