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As I settle back down into this tiny 1 bedroom apartment I am subletting for the summer, I am listening to some much needed Massive Attack while it storms in the heat of this hot summer night. I am surrounded by all my festy belongings, in all their un-organized glory ( Read more... ) -
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i still can't believe i left that place. i quit. i am a quitter. i am lost. -
life after graduation
is shocking. the opportunity i took to do something with my life has been quite different than i thought it would be. and i still have bills to pay on top of loans to pay off starting in 6 mos. and doctors bills at the moment ( Read more... ) -
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my mother is here, and it is awkward. -
a perfect day for a snow day
my college campus shut down today. i'm glad i made the decision to sleep in anyways. we got a couple inches of snow yesterday, then it rained for over 12 hours, that turned into ice, and now its snowing again... yep, exciting ( Read more... ) -
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i am sickened, saddened, and horrified at how well my parents fit into the category of conservative republican. my mother thinks (more) oil refineries should be built in the u.s. and she has a sticker proclaiming her belief on the back of her gas-guzzling SUV. it says something to the effect of "we need more oil- NOW!". i want to throw up. and ( Read more... ) -
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i have realized i am or have been consciously not responding to people. i am purposefully cutting people off and isolating myself. i have lost touch with many old friends, but am grateful for the ones i have. i hardly have time to enjoy, but i enjoyed today. a quiet and private saturday. it's gotten cold. -
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gas is officially over $4 a gallon in athens, oh. -
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i keep telling myself, it's better this way. but i can't hide the empty feeling that sometimes washes over me. i'm losing track of time when i'm alone. -
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he's leaving again. i don't know whether to be relieved or sad...