pretty much. i got scolded by my adviser about quitting lara's piece and skipping comp lab on friday. she told me to grow a spine, and i cried ( Read more... )

1970-1980: i imagine every cell in my body hears, performs, and surrenders the dance simultaneously ( Read more... )

super excited about next weekend... 2012 and his crew are swinging through to pick me up in a van and drive to asheville, nc to see sts9 and then onto knoxville for the next show, and i get to see lydia bell, nate weinstock, and benjamin! so stoked... and the weather looks great, oh man! mmmm i can't wait ( Read more... )

i still chew on the caps of my pens.

thinking back to last summer... i think i set out to learn about manifesting ( Read more... )

i took the motherly advice.

i just quit a dance piece for the first time ever.

"you can't miss something you never had. however, with your rich imagination, you know what it could've been like. Learn to let go. If it didn't happen, it wasn't meant to be. You have better things to envision."

i'm skipping class.

i talked to planet today for the first time in months.

manifestation.

apparently he was in jail... not surprising.

tonya called me last week, asking about planet because she still has his cool jimi hendrix pants... and i was thinking about him a lot. i miss him. i probably always will.

2012 just called me from a flaming lips show in gainesville, and they were playing "do you realize?"

so much love.

there truly is a wisdom that comes with age.