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Dear Livejournal,
    Well, another time period has passed, and I find myself writing on here again. I guess I'm just going to unload whatever comes to mind at whatever rate it does, because I don't really care to try and formulate a crazy essay. Well, the most important thing in my life at the moment is Kayla Jean Kendric because I am absolutely in ( Read more... )

I only return to you live journal because I think its interesting to read over what kind of situations I've been in in the past, and also how I perceived those situations, especially when under such stressful emotions. I could tell that in the last entry, I was trying to sound so proper, but I was secretly so fucking pissed off and hurt at the ( Read more... )

Alright...hey livejournal. You know the date already, but like; okay. My life is becoming quite hectic at this point. Kayla Jean Kendric and I are officially not together anymore because we are trying a mutual breakup/separation or whatever you want to call it. The reason for this is: Kayla wants to be single. She hasn't been single for the longest ( Read more... )

    Hey LiveJournal. Well, its the Sunday before my first day of college at grossmont. I have art drawing 1 and math tomorrow starting at 9 AM and then math is at 12. And then on tues and thursdays I have astronomy at 8 to whatever. Then my english class is 100% online so, its whenever. I'll prob just do english on Tues and Thursdays so that it ( Read more... )

I hate my life. Kayla and I broke up last night. It sucks when you want someone so bad, but they don't. I have to respect her and give her what she wants if I truly do love her. I will always and forever love her. She was my first real love. I am going to miss her everyday of my life. :[

Hey Livejournal. I don't wanna talk to anyone else about my emotions because frankly, no one would care and I'm not down to open up myself to anyone right now. So LJ - the deal right now in my life is that the love of my life, Kayla Kendric, is going to be gone out of my life because she needs to be single she says. I should've been writing down ( Read more... )

    Well LJ - I talked to Kayla about everything that I spilt out the other day about Billy. And of course, I know after actually talking to her, that everything in my head of doubt and worry has been vanquished. I swear, talking to her about any of the problems I think there are, makes all the little problems go away. Well, not completely... She ( Read more... )

    I love my girlfriend. She is the most amazing thing that has ever happened in my life. The only problem that I face with her is that she talks to her ex boyfriend (and to me it seems) like an excessive amount. Or maybe its not an excessive amount and shes just doing what she says shes doing, which is just allowing herself to talk to him so that ( Read more... )