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dude what the fuck, i could be mad fucked up right now with all my friends, but instead I waited around for fucking chris caldwell to call, and then I wanted to take Kattie to the dance, but um yeah she hasn't answered her phone or like try to get in contact for two fucking days, dude wtf can't you like fucking see the missed call shit. and now she ( Read more... )

fucking niggers.

some fucking asshole got my myspace deleted cuz I had a swastika in my picture.

oh well, all i had to do was just remake my account lol. yay i start my photography class soon.

well school is alright Im back in upper moreland. yay.

to much to say, to much to think. I'll update when my mind is organized

in the mean time Kattie i miss you!!!!!<3

seriously I have never seen someone so desperate for drugs, like honestly wtf ( Read more... )

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and so it goes, its done with. Im happy with reality and enjoy but everytime I get happiness it goes away so fast and leaves me feeling so strung out worse than what drugs ever did. seriously whatever is fucking with me I wish it would just fucking fly off the face of this earth. Im 18 now and I can't believe how much of my life Ive wasted. some ( Read more... )

fuck man these dreams won't go away. last night I had one that like ashley had a short time to visit me from heaven and like I just ran up and hugged her. We hugged for hours and then I was like "how's heaven?" and she was like "eh its not that great, I can't even remember what I did yesturday", and I was like "so can you really see what I'm doing ( Read more... )

Fuck this all man, Fuck NA, seriously Im tired all of these fucking faggot douche bags niggers suck my fucking cock. There will never be a group that isn't void of social reform and clics. I was in a meeting today, and I just sat there listening to peoples petty ass stories and all of them kissing ass to these ugly ass fat bitches. like what the ( Read more... )

Tonight was awesome. I went to the Abington Junior prom with Gabby. I have lots of picture. Its just awesome that I could go with like my best friend and have a totally great time. Like I won't lie and say I wasn't flattered, but it was just a fun night. Me, Gabby, Tiffany, Amanda, Becky, Joe, and Jim all left the dance early and went back to Gabby ( Read more... )