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life is amazing, it really is. it's crazy how one thing can happen & everything changes just like that. but even better than the actions of moving forward is the feeling that comes along with it. there are times that i still can't believe he picked me...i mean, why me? especially because the person i was before was damaged & although no longer ( Read more... ) -
valentine's day <3
it's kinda funny because i was so cranky & tired & in a bad mood from working 7 days in a row. man, i was really antagonistic too, "why didn't you come early to pick me up since i told you i might be getting out earlier than 5?" (yeah, i really did have the audacity to expect him to wait around just in case i got out early...) i complained about ( Read more... ) -
blue october - hate me
this song kills me. seriously, every time it comes on at work i get all choked up ( Read more... ) -
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i've been waking up feeling...well, i don't know what i'm feeling exactly. i was going to say sad but it's more than than...or depressed, but i'm not sure if that's it either. having gone through so much depression in the past, it's not a word i want to use lightly. i can't really pinpoint this feeling but it's not a good way to start the day ( Read more... ) -
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i feel like hell. i finally have a day off after working 8 days straight. i haven't slept through the night in several days because i am in so much pain that i can't sleep for more than 4 hours at a time without waking up & having to take a pain reliever. for about 2 weeks i have had to wear slippers at work for the second half of my shift ( Read more... ) -
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i wish i had something exciting or at least interesting to write about but i just don't ( Read more... ) -
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has anyone see the 'hatchet vs. genitals' video on youtube that it seems everyone is talking about? apparently it's some bme thing (omg...do you guys remember when it was like the cool site to look at? oooh...shocking.) where there is some pain olympics & a guy (maybe more than one?) cuts off his penis. usually i am not grossed out that easily ( Read more... ) -
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i think my brother is getting engaged this weekend. one of my old high school friends got engaged today. it continues to be weirder & weirder seeing everyone starting 'real' life. i still feel like a teenager with the exception of the extreme & constant tiredness. and the lack of a social life. and the whole full-time job thing. i guess i don ( Read more... )
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