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i'm not really using this journal anymore.
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they say that you shouldn't expect change to come all at once. we are all works in progress, right? if i think back to a year or two ago & compare it to now...i have made an incredible amount of changes in my life...very, very....very......slowly. some are apparent to all...like getting married & finally talking seriously about starting a family ( Read more... )

today has been absolutely ridiculous...it was one of those stressful, one thing after another kind of days. the first thing that happened was almost right after i got up, late of course, to go to work. i went to restart my laptop...which i've had to do pretty often for months because it's been acting weird & slow or the sound stops working, among ( Read more... )

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* iPod playlist poetry ( Read more... )

holiday season at the mall is kicking my ass...already, and it's just begun. it's really weird when the majority of the year is all lalala casual & laid back. and then bam! constant craziness. it starts slowly at first. aug & sept...back-to-school shopping but really no big deal...time to read half of a book (that we sell) within a week & a lot ( Read more... )

I named 42 US states in 10 minutes
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i never write in here because i never feel as i have anything even remotely interesting to say ( Read more... )

for pretty much forever i have felt like i can't wait to be married but the actual getting married (as in the ceremony/reception) i have been dreading pretty much ever since we got engaged. there have been a million reasons for this...social anxiety being the major one. also, i've hated every place i've looked at online so i never had the desire ( Read more... )