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...I really hate people my age either a year or two younger or a year or two older. They really piss me off. Most of them are so disrespectful and just a bunch of bastards that need to be slapped and slapped again. I mean, holy shit, they're gonna be running our country in the future...they're gonna be looked up to by little kids...it's kind of ( Read more... )

I'M GOING LESBIAN!!! I know people say, "you can't GO lesbian, you're born a homosexual" but whatever...fuck that...i'm choosing now that i'm lesbian. I don't know why I fretted over these things that think with their dicks and are called males. I mean, honestly...why? This may sound totally arrogant and pathetic but it's the way I'm feeling and i ( Read more... )

Brian's playing Velvet Teen for me...they're awesome. I found out today that Reeve had been seeing someone while he was sort of "seeing" me...i don't really care but then again i do. Oh well...it wasn't anything serious so...no biggie. oh, and guess what? joel's interested!! :D

Ok...it is 11:21 and I'm doing nothing. No one's on aim!!! I'm bored!! I know i've had offers but i haven't been able to get out of the fucking house. That's right melissa...FUCKING!! muahaha......yeah, so like my bladder's full...and i was just about to type fool <

I was shot down again. Manipulated by someone who i thought mattered. No, i didn't realize this while i was in some strange sex position, I realized by reading the lies in between the sweet words. I was then killed by another, but his name is of no matter now. Am I over reacting? who cares if i am...I need this off my chest. I feel like running ( Read more... )

don't you hate the nights or days that you have a major mood swing? Like just a minute ago I was happy and had so much energy cuz my mom was out of town and my sister came home to spend the night...heh cuz i don't like being alone (biggest fear) *blushes* and all of a sudden my mood dropped 1,000 feet. To be honest I think i'm near that time of ( Read more... )

i came back from colorado last night...yay!! reunions really suck. I had a far removed cousin hit on me when really he isn't even my cousin cuz his mom was adopted but...it's still gross. He bought me a couple of caffeine pills and then bought me an energy drink to wash them down and that whole night I was twitching...just twitching and shaking. I ( Read more... )

well, i did it again. I clicked on rich text instead of click here for more options and my journal kind of...disappeared. Well, i swear if this day goes any shittier i'll...do something. Gosh, I'm so friggin' tired! I woke up at 8 again and couldn't go back to sleep. I hardly slept last night cuz lately I've been having these really uptight dreams ( Read more... )