Mona's a second away from drowning,
in a sea full of people,
she's never felt so lonely.
Little Mona's smiling...
even when it hurts.
Little  Mona's crying..
even when it hurts.
Little Mona's growing up...
even though it hurts.
Little Mona is finding joy...
...even when it hurts.
Little Mona's got some
follow through.
"WAIT."

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I smile....a lot lately. =]
Thank you.

I read some of my older entries today ( Read more... )

Have you ever had that feeling, where your whole body prepares for a huge impact?
The tension runs from your back & neck to the very tip of your toes, your face scrunched in preparation.
Well I do.
Those precious moments where you think things look newer, brighter, they just completely disapate.
You cling to every smile, every moment someone makes you ( Read more... )

The new year has changed my perspective a lot more than I expected ( Read more... )

My dreams are a tease.

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I can't focus on anything anymore.
Stuck in freeze frame.
I enjoy a good book, but yours is so hard to read.
I never have been a fan of that type of fiction.
I just wish someone could read mine.
My words perplexing, my pages stuck together.
If you'd only take the time to peel them apart, 
You'd see I'm truely an epic novel.
A classic.
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I've always felt a little like Sally, sewing my self back together with one hand when everything falls apart.
But sometimes things would run more smoothly with a Jack by my side.

Goals for my summer
-meet a new boy
-read more books
-start writing a book
-go on vacation
-learn something new
-enjoy shows the way I use to
-see more movies
-become less of a hermit
-use my actual journal laying under my bed
-draw more
-pick up my guitar again and learn to play
-make some new friends to spice things up a bit
- and smile smile smile