my drive for the week was the fact that we were going to jam. so much for that. i was excited to hang out with friends today. so much for that. well i thought today was going to be good. but really just another shit day in a shit pile of a week.
some one please tell me when i should care because i dont really see the fuking point.
i hate realizing things about yourself that you wish where not true. i am not talking about realizing you are an asshole or that you do bad things. i am talking bout those kinds of things that you cant do anything about, emotionally complicated things.
i am so fucking pissed off. i doubt i will be able to jam today because everyone in the house was gone when i got home and better yet jenique took my phone. i am about ready to kill i have been waiting to jam all day and now i have no way to get a hold of devin.