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So sick and tired
Its like each day is a bounce back and forth between bullshit and things making sense. Sometimes i just wish people would just let me fucking disappear and leave me alone. Its so weird, i want to have people around so bad, i want to be loved and appreciated but at the same time, i'm just so fed up with all the bullshit. All the indecisive, ( Read more... ) -
They'll never know
I've tried so many times to tell people the truth. Tell them about me, about the right way to look at things, do calm down and take a minute. I've wanted so many times to open up and it all leads back up to one phrase. With great power comes great responsibility.... I can't have anyone there for me. Thats part of the deal ( Read more... ) -
Why?
So i've found a site that noone will remember. I can post on here all i want and I don't think anyone will ever find it. So heres where i'll start ( Read more... ) -
UPDATE
This June, next month. June 24th, starting at 2 o'clock and lasting till who knows when, is my graduation party. There is an open invite BUT leave a comment saying that you will come so we can know how many people are going to show up. Again, this is an open invite but you have to leave a comment. If you do not know where i live, leave your email ( Read more... ) -
I pick
Victoria May. Despite all the things she does, despite the odd people she is related to, and despite my better judgement....i choose love. I don't think of anything else left to encounter. Nothing that goes wrong will be forgiven but everything has already be experienced. Make or break, save or suffer. Love or perish. Love is the only rational act ( Read more... ) -
Times change, people don't
Always the same: learn more and more, get less and less, hear the story change over and over, and my favorite get one lousy excuse or explanation after another. If your going to lie, do a good job of it. Its getting old. I'm not sure how to handle it or what to do. In a way it was none of my business but you lied. Period. I've found myself not ( Read more... ) -
Myspace
Myspace site updated...old one deleted if you hadn't noticed. URL = VMDeternally. Thank you and have a nice day. -
Honesty?
Honesty...how far does it go with people and how often do you find it? There is a group of people i know, somewhat friends with. There is a huge confrontation amongst them with all kinds of side problems. Its really melodramatic in my opinion. From an outside perspective, they can't be honest with eachother and at the same time they can't lie to ( Read more... ) -
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Who am I? What do you see me as? What do you really think of me? I've been getting mixed signals from all sorts of people and if you have anything bad to say about me then lay it out. Don't expect me to walk on eggshells just because you have some farfetch'd image of who I am ( Read more... ) -
Jumping abound, standing out loud
Standing on the plateau ( Read more... )