I was thinking lastnight driving back from the video store after picking up Annapolis. This town is filled with ghosts from the past. The ones that I wanted to escape from so desperately. I hate the way I feel when I see someone from the past that I dont want to see. People that I had bad encounters with. I saw this guy that I use to catch rides ( Read more... )

my eyes are puffy and stinging and tired. i just want to lay in bed and sleep now. I feel emotionally drained. but its a good thing. i talked lastnight- finally. i talked about things that i had been thinking about for months, some things for years. finally i said it all- some of it twice. i cried and cried- its been so long since i did that. i ( Read more... )

I think i never write in here b/c sometimes i see it as a big pain in the ass, haha. But i am so bored at work, i will give an update ( Read more... )

Hello from Holland ( Read more... )

one more day! today is packing day and tomorrow we are off to Holland :) Im looking at things online to see in Amsterdam b/c that is where we will be the two days ( Read more... )

things are winding down here in Dublin. In less than two weeks i will be leaving this country and trying out a new one! ;) Only 5 more days of work! Its nice to be able to say DAYS now, instead of weeks. I work tomorrow, then i have friday off(paid). Then I have monday to thursday of next week, then im done! Im glad that i have friday off b/c that ( Read more... )

Helllo. Been sick for the past two days. I was allready planning on wednesday that i was going to call in sick on thursday and i wasnt even sick. Just didnt want to go to work. Well, i wake up on thursday morning and I was actually sick, so i wasnt really lying. I was in bed for 12 hours! Then woke up, ate breakfast and watched some tv, then went ( Read more... )

no one is ever online when i am- sucks.

sick day for me tomorrow! no work :)

Using the journal to vent today ( Read more... )

Its Thanksgiving night and I am in an internet cafe with lots of strangers :( Menno is out playing soccer and its wayyyyyyyyy too cold to watch so i came here. Menno took some of our pictures to be developed and we got them back today, so I am going to post them. One roll of film he took while he was still at home and I looked through them. One ( Read more... )