recently my boyfriend said to me , thinking about death used to comfort him ( Read more... )

i miss rich :(
maybe i will surprise him somehow .

im on vacation in maryland ( Read more... )

IM so happy everything is finally going well with my baby.
Love him so freaking much.

miss dave.
i feel like if i talked to him right now
and he were out here
he would be able to assist me a little bit
i miss him because he understood and that was all i needed

and i cant sleep because im worried about rich
iv been rolling around for like 3 hours so irritating
pitch black in here cause i pulled the shade down
so annoyed right now
i just hope hes okay ,
left a voicemail no call back

idk how im going to fall asleep right now :(

so iv been writing alot lately ( Read more... )

Its especially cold out tonight ( Read more... )

alot has changed
but alot is still the same
mostly alot has changed
im sick of having no one real in my life

so much i want to die
a phone call is just not enough at this point .