I'm really depressed right now. My mom is getting married soon and we're moving. I mean, that I great and all, but I'm going to be moving away from soem of the closest people to me. Bob, Shane, Alex, Dan, and a lot of other people. These kids have been my friends for a good six years. I just aches me. I won't be moving far, but I'll miss just being ( Read more... )

I did not do much yesterday. I was playing Silent Hill 2 with my friends, Bob, Alyssa, and Shane. I beat it last night and I want to play Silent Hill 3, now. Shane has it, but he does not feel like looking for it. I hope he eventually gives it to me. I am in the mood to play it really badly. We, eventually, went outside and hung ou6t with Dan. We ( Read more... )

I stayed in all day on the computer. It was a muggy day out. Made me feel tired. That is all.

Later,
<3 Nick

Tonight was pretty much fun. I wasgoing to hang out with Alec today, but I could not find him. So,I met up with Bob, Alex, Shane, and Alyssa. It ended up with Shane going along with Jesse and some of his friends, but that's alright. We eventually met up with Brittany, Bob's girlfriend, and headed up to Burger King, ate, and drove back. We went in ( Read more... )

Wow. I have not made an entry in so long. My life has been much milder. No drama. I'm quite happy, right now. I found a new group of friends, though I still like the ones I have... Thank you, Alec, Dan, Rj. I'm happy you've accepted me... Well. I do not have much to talk about, so I'm just going to head out.
Later,

<3 Nick

I am uncomfortable right now. I'm still trying to find out who I really am.

Well, I didn't really do anything today. I bought some jeans... both have problems. I have to take this one pait back because they are too big at the bottom... but the other pair just needs a new button. I'll get them later. I'm allowed out, now. That's good. I have nothing to really talk about so I'm leaving this short.

<3 Nick

I am stuck inside because I cut school and got grounded. I can't go out for a month. This is so fucking boring. It is like day three. FUCK! I wnat to go out. It's nice weather, god damn it. I guess I'll just have to deal with it.

Every action I make, I know the consequences, but I act anyway. Is this just a trend of some simple mind or one that fears acceptance? I am confused. It seems I am unable to pursue something without thinking. Why are these questions so misunderstanding to me? Is this a growing pain or something much more simple? These question go unanswered. But ( Read more... )

Right from the atmosphere, I fall from apathy. I plunge deeper down, right to animosity. I crave your memory to endow this truth to be held. I hope I sustain these acts of love. I hope, once again, I can stroke your beautiful essence. Your eyes are like a deep enclosure, a man could get lost in them. You're like the last piece of this flower's stem ( Read more... )