It's funny that I still love the smell of her...

I'm off to Wainwright

I almost thought this thing got deleted, it took so long to load! Well, in the days since my last post, I've worked the Stampede, finished BIQ (and received award for most improved), started second year at U of C and have fallen behind. I'm also doing ATCIS again. What fun ( Read more... )

Restate my assumptions:

1. That a human being is fully capable of bringing about positive change in itself
2. Me, being a human being, am thus capable of abandoning my bad habits
3. Failure to do so is indicative of my boredom.

Evidence:
- I'm writting an essay
- I've nothing else to do

If you guessed that I saw Pi, you'd be correct.

Right now, I even feel like smoking... anything at all to complement my thoughts ( Read more... )

Well, I decided to take spring semester, and here I am, roughly 1/3-1/2 way through the thing. At the moment I'm glad I did it. It'll make the future easier upon me, with those two less classes. Plus, Canadian Studies would just suck in only one hour. I would never go if that were the case ( Read more... )

If I was on course now, someone inevitably would be asking what happened on this day in history. However, it appears I will only have to look into the events of August this year. Unfortunately, all DP1A have been scheduled at exactly the same time - the end of the summer, so I can't get on any other DPs until next year or so. Furthermore, it seems ( Read more... )

I have to be up for school in 5 hours. And despite being tired, I linger. All things considered, I'm actually quite content at the moment - when was the last time one of my posts wasn't melancholy? Despite that some things are bad, some things are good, and keeping my mind off the former, I suppose. Probably just the weather. However, perhaps a ( Read more... )

This is something that I had to write, for both you and me. The words that will follow I could never compell myself to say to you directly, so they are here. The knowledge that you will probably see this someday is my only hope here; the knowledge that you probably will never see this fills me with a kind of dread. You deserve to hear this, whether ( Read more... )

Well, this sucks ass. After a great new year's, I seem to have piloted myself into a terrific cluster fuck unlike anything much I've ever had. First, the Unexpected! She breaks up with me (sort of)... after how high we were, how great I felt about it (with some reservations) - bam! I've fucked it up and lost it. Not her, just it. She still wants to ( Read more... )

It's good to know that people can actually tell methat I mean something to them. Even if they are my parents, and even though I already knew that - it feels much better than depression. Perhaps it would be better if I were so open with people myself, and not over bloody MSN by itself. Confessions without felling... if you can only say something ( Read more... )