stop that, stop that right now

i cant go a fucking week without posting here

-weak

can be an escape.

"i want to die" over and over again. when you wake up. at passing time. and right now, as you write another entry no one will ever read.

nobody is ever going to tell me it's going to be okay, so i just started to tell myself that.

like everything else, i'm trying very hard to make it work.

not much has changed, but:

I’m writing this now, while the internet is down, because if I’ve learned anything lately is that you should take it as soon as possible, because it will gladly float away from you.
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 it's too fucking soon. you make bad decisions. 
i'm a whiny bitch. i fucking hate myself.

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