I'm so dazed right now. It's been raining and storming up here. Lots of lightning last night. It was lighting up the roof of the a-frame where I sleep. Lately I have been grinding my teeth when I sleep. I'm having vivid dreams, I recollect throughout the day, but ultimately I can't remember any dreams as a whole. Only the dreams I wake up with. I ( Read more... )

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin the learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of ( Read more... )

Just when I thought things were smoothing out for a while and I was going to be able to focus on school, my life went haywire. I thought my life was on an actual slow upgrade. As the saying goes.."Life is what happens while you're busy making other plans". 100% true. I was just getting stoked for bartending school, finally, after all of this slack ( Read more... )

Retard ( Read more... )

I'm a complainer, so I guess I'll complain. My back aches. The couch sucks. I hate snoring. Oh wait, hate is too strong of a word. Umm...I dislike snoring. It's been extremely humid lately, so I'm covered in sweat while I attempt to sleep. I HATE porn, yes hate is the prefect word for that. I wish there was a stronger word for hate, that would be ( Read more... )

  well, well, well....it's been awhile. things have been going good. i actually just had the time of my life at the SCORE race in san felipe, mexico. i was there for just short of a week and i don't know if i can really give all of the details, but whatever, i'll try to remember. here is a recap:

•      leaving cold, rainy huntington beach and ( Read more... )

haha, i got my own place finally!! the huntington breakers, 2 bedrm, 2 bath, two stories, 1/2 block from the beach. i got it right at the end of the complex, so we have no one to one side of us...it's kind of secluded, i am stoked. anyway, i move in tuesday. i need to start packing and working my ass off

well, me and blake went surfing this morning. fun time usa! the long-boarders were talking shit. i actually went surfing all alone, because blake spent most of the time on main street searching for a rash-gaurd, so it would cover the whole in his wetsuit. anyway...we basically did nothing all day. i bought some new boots for the convention. we are ( Read more... )

haha...i am baking some brownies, i think i ate too much dough to even be interested in eating them. hera is next to me eating her bone....sounds disgusing. anyway, it's dillon's mother's b-day today, so they're all out to eat right now, he said he'll call me when he gets home. we hung out earlier, but yeah...so anyway...

*adam kicks ass*

long story short ( Read more... )