...i wanted to hold onto the things you never say ( Read more... )

what am i doing ( Read more... )

just woke up. playing with hera. chatting online. dude, i gave hera a bath last night, she still stinks soooo bad. i can only imagine what she'll smell like when she gets bigger. today i am going to the pet store to buy her some puppy smell good shampoo. other than that i am in an ok mood. my mom left me a letter thanking me for going with her and ( Read more... )

why is life so difficult sometimes? it seems like things are going great and then it turns around and slaps you in the face. i'm supposed to go to vegas with my mom, but i don't know if i'm going to make it. i have let her down so much lately and i feel really bad, but all i can do is apologize. what else can i do? give her money? it seems like ( Read more... )

i'm not going to type much considering i have the worst hangover of all time and two of my finger nails are snapped in half, it hurts to type. anyway, OH MAN!! i went snowboarding yesterday with johnny, nick, and drew...holy shit!! we met up at 9am at johnny's and got to the snow "early". the WHOLE mountain was open! oh god, it was so great, i can' ( Read more... )

well...i've managed to get away from LA for about a week. my phone is dead...so as for people wondering why i'm not calling them: there's my reason. i've been at my mom's, i hung out with nolan like i wanted to, i kicked back at kevin's house with about twenty of my old friends. it felt good to just show up out of the middle of no-where, everyone ( Read more... )

well, i've been pretty busy lately. i wish i had time to write in this thing more often...i will....

i e-mailed adam today and apologized. i am so much happier now. thanks adam.

oh man!!! i am soooo...tired! i had such a fun weekend in ocotillo wells. despite matt bending his beam to the point where it almost snapped in half, having to share a sleeping bag with jeremy, waking up with my head on a battery every night, almost getting pulled over (but getting away)...it was great. i got to drive jeremy's truck, drank both ( Read more... )

...yah, out your mouth ( Read more... )