HI FRIENDS!
HEY HOW HAS EVERYONE BEEN?!
I AM BACK
SO ALOT HAS HAPPENED SINCE I HAVE LAST POSTED.
ME AND BRIAN ARE AMAZING, 2YEARS IN NOV.
I START NCCC IN A WEEK.
AH, IT IS ALL COMMING TOO SOON.
SO YEAH!! 
I`M 18 NOW,
AND I AM SO EXCITED.

I REALLY AM TRUELY HAPPY
AND NOW I AM LIVING WITH BRIAN AT HIS HOUSE.


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Slicing
Pleasure or attention?

That is the question that we all ask right? Oh you sliced your wrists? why? why didn't you just kill your self? wouldn;t that have been easier?  Or theres the people that are like oh oh you only do that for attention and so on.  But we all would like to know why some times people who live a happy life do it. 
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Happy Birthday baby. So i got him tickets to go see Senses fail, the early november, saves the day, and say anything. how awesome? lol. Things really suck, i don't know. i wish i could drive, we barley see each other, i mean i deal with it, but i'm tired of these lonley nights, watching every one with thier boyfriends and girlfriends, being the ( Read more... )

i love brian.
the end.

Wow.
I hate the dentist 10x more now
i had my wisdom teeth pulled.
ugh.
can you say ouch?
it was fine 'til the novacain wore off.
now.
the pain killers are worthless
&&
since i had swallowed so much blood.
i am so sick.
who would allow this?
ahh
i would rather have crooked teeth.

i don't know
i am so out of it.
hopefully i'll be better tommorrow.
wisdom teeth ( Read more... )

i wish i was a better girlfriend.
one who can drive,
and never get upset.
ugh.
i feel fucking horrible.
ever since he lost his licese,
yeah we've seen each other,
jsut not like before,
and i can't blame him,
it's his fault for loosing the lisence..
but that was before he knew me when he got charged>
i don't know what to think..

brian patrick i love you so much ( Read more... )

Too much fucking drama in my life.
Hung out with stacy
it was pure bliss.
we went to the mall then wal*mart.
I picked out brian's present
once i get paid i gotta go to the store.
i hope he likes it.
its a video camera.
so he can film down at the trails

Hmm
i did a survey below.
and there is a pic at the bottom.
hah i love editing pics.
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I sometimes feel as if,
i am not good enough for any one.
that people just.. pretend to like me.
and only talk to me when they are bored.
 or their real friends aren't there
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Oh yes new live journal.
I hate my house.
i can not wait to move out.