too quiet to be a cry for help

[ofghostsandhope]

this might end up being long. if you want our relationship to stay superficial- skip this...
cause im thinking its going to be pretty open and honest.

Comments

from jonathan parrott

[anonymous]

awww ryan. I say "aww ryan" not to pity you but because that's really how this makes me feel. It's more of an 'I love you' aww just because I really like who you are. And that you are open and honest enough to write something like this

[imabearcub]

i can only hope that things get better for you ryan. you are one of those people that i am always happy to see and ask how your day is going. you and i don't know eachother very well at all, but sometimes it is just nice to know that someone is around that you can talk to. i know that in many cases only certain people can fill this void, so i completely understand if you don't feel comfortable letting me know that something is on your mind. im really happy to see all those people above that really care about you and who you really care about. i can offer you and your family my thoughts and best wishes to get through this tough time. family problems seem to be the most difficult. i can offer you an ear ryan if ever you feel like there is no one else around. i like to think of myself as a caring person, and i take my friendships very seriously

[hearthurtgirl]

you are my sunshine my only sunshine.
you make me happy when skies are grey.

i don't feel like i need to tell you anything because you already know that i love you and you already know you mean a lot to me and you already know i'll do anything for you and you already know that i know i don't have to prove how much i love you. so there's that.

[give_it_love]

I miss you. I miss your laugh and just the pirateness our kicking fights were funny seeing you las summermade me feel so happy because just knowing I have you as a friend does that I think most people who know that can say the same. I feel i can say i know how you feel atleast on the best friend. I feel almost abandoned not by anyones choice more by circumstance of why did I have to leave I know God does whats besy but I need my best friend to help me throgh the silly things. I just wish i could give you a hug right now or just sit and sing songd or something...I wish you could come here and visit me that would rock socks i am going to however try and come back spring break next year and then i could rock your socks. Just know whatever happens theres a silly little english girl with rocked off socks saying a little pray for you always xoxoxox
<3 x trillions

[nogoodnameideas]

but it doesnt make me yearn any less for a best friend.

i havent had a best friend for a while now too; after two years of being attatched at the hip her.
it's rough ryan, i sit at home on weekends and stuff and tell my mom "it's times like these i wish i had a best friend".
but things change, and i think you've realized that more than anyone i know.
i'm adjusted for now, i think, and you will too. keep truckin' dude. <3

i would have spent time with you over spring break, but i had was still in school and i had to go to freaking london. (just kidding it was fun). call me the next time you're down ok ok !