a little buzzed. I want to go buy buy buy,,,, why does this bring short term joy?

Well today I finally sat down and read Bob's obituary. Also the first day I cried. It still does not feel real. He was such a happy and even person. So out of carictor. Found out the how, when and with all sudden death I will never know the why. Regrets and what if's, are the battle. What if I did this or I should have done that. Bob will be ( Read more... )

How to start. Got a call from Megan today. Megan is an old friend I call my sister. As her parents took me in and helped me become an adult. Bob her dad gave me my first start as a groomer. I worked in his shop for many years and always stayed friends. His wife and my good friend Janet gave me my start with my old groom shop. I called them mom ( Read more... )

One day to go... Then 6 days off of work... I get to go to the Denver show. I am so excited... Dani goes in today to get her shots and I can get her records... Stupid PETA has been at shows again this year... The lates thing was at Westminister they dressed as KKK and handed out and picketted out front... Really?? they think this is a good ( Read more... )

Wide awake. Hate my job. "Any monkey can do it" fucking pencil jocky would not last ten minutes on my grooming table..

Today went badly. I am wide awake. My boss compared me to a monkey. I so want to quit or step down. Work looms at 7 am and I just keep bounceing over and over in my head how much work is going to suck.

I had to let a girl go at work. Now my dreams are random and strange again. Last nights dream was very odd. {{ I was running naked to my camper at some ranch. And just got there and started getting dressed when a worker came to me and told me I had to go to work immediately. When I got there an old grade school friend shot himself in the hand ( Read more... )

OMG I might just pee a little while I laugh the night away. Dance with me my friends....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OFLgdTxC82c

Ok yeah blah blah.... new president. Time will tell... good or bad. Congress still more important to state of being. Supreme court more important to individual rights. Does it matter if I get the right to marry if I am too lazy too date? How will this really affect my day to day life? Hmmmmmm back away from the computer when drunk.... (<- ( Read more... )

My new online diversion. It's kinda fun.

http://www.howrse.com