Waking up alone can be a disorienting experience. I love those few seconds between dreaming and consciousness when my mind cannot quite remember where I am or how I got there. Yawn. I don't know if it will be a good day or not...hmm....

I have a quiz in 30 minutes that I haven't really studied for. Oh well. Sparks Notes it is! But right now I just cannot muster the purpose of will to read about Beowulf, not yet. I don't have much time to myself today. So I'm going to take five minutes and think about the people in my life, people who are somewhere else right now working or going ( Read more... )

Ambiguous. I feel strange right now. Every day I feel like I am experiencing a host of different emotions, I go from down to up to east to north to the bermuda triangle and back and I cannot define what I am thinking or how I am feeling half of the time. It wasn't always like this. I think I'm happy. Happier than I've been. But sometimes inside of ( Read more... )

*Yawn* stretch. Tired. I start my new job today....I'm excited and nervous and so I am sitting at my computer doing what I do on the internet instead of getting up and getting ready. I like it when I have plenty of time to get ready, when I do not have to worry about being late. I don't like it when I fill my gas tank to the top and discover that ( Read more... )

I just spent an hour and a half handwashing my laundry in the sink. I feel like a better person. I don't need technology! F technology, I'm a pioneer woman! That... and my washing machine is broke! Not the dryer though, and we all know that the dryer is the important half. Oo maybe now we'll get one of those nifty washer machines that has the hole ( Read more... )

I'm sad today. I have the urge to cry. I cannot fix this with chemicals. "I just want someone to say to me I'll always be there when you wake." More and more every day I feel like I'm waiting. I know why I feel like this, but I don't know why I'm not happier. I feel like crying. I'm always afraid that if I admit to being upset people will think it ( Read more... )

I feel gloomy right now and I don't know just why. Perhaps it's the impending homework. I hate it when I get insecure, but I'm worried. The what ifs are clouding my brain and I just don't know what to do to make of them right now. I'm seeking sanity, and it's on my fingertips but just out of my grasp. I need to do my homework, but the idea makes me ( Read more... )

Jacko Lanterns and sleep in my eyes ( Read more... )

You are a
Social Liberal
(63% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(18% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Socialist

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I'm just sitting here at Clark. I feel like that is where I usually am. In the library, surfing the internet instead of doing my reading. Well screw that, I did some of it and now I'm trying to decide what to do with the rest of my time. I have the night off. Will I go places? Will I see people? Will I sit at home watching shows I don't care about ( Read more... )